this is not an annyversary for celebrations
but half an annyversary to remember
been back in tw for half year now, and wow... still can't believe that i've left seattle for 6 months already. yes, reality had made some huge calls, and i'm working, trying to settle down and adjusting to issues, yet it continues to feel like a dream. a dream i'd like to wake up from.
mom asked me some weeks ago how i was liking tw, and if given the choice of us and tw, which one i'd pick.
hm.... that's not a really good question to as your daughter mom... or the right timing for that matter...
i responded the states but didn't give her further explanation. i couldn't at that moment.
but yeah... why? why the states?
things would be definitely different if i live in the states anyway, i still have to face work, financial responsibilities, life responsibilities. then what's been brainwashing me that the states might be a better place for me?
is the independence and control that i have over myself?
is the freedom and responsibility that i gain?
or am i simply selfish and don't want to be with my family that loves me...?
"don't do what you like, but like what you do"
great cheerful and inspiring words
damn you're so hard to accomplish.
wait and see you biatch, i want to be the one with the last laugh.
HA~!
but half an annyversary to remember
been back in tw for half year now, and wow... still can't believe that i've left seattle for 6 months already. yes, reality had made some huge calls, and i'm working, trying to settle down and adjusting to issues, yet it continues to feel like a dream. a dream i'd like to wake up from.
mom asked me some weeks ago how i was liking tw, and if given the choice of us and tw, which one i'd pick.
hm.... that's not a really good question to as your daughter mom... or the right timing for that matter...
i responded the states but didn't give her further explanation. i couldn't at that moment.
but yeah... why? why the states?
things would be definitely different if i live in the states anyway, i still have to face work, financial responsibilities, life responsibilities. then what's been brainwashing me that the states might be a better place for me?
is the independence and control that i have over myself?
is the freedom and responsibility that i gain?
or am i simply selfish and don't want to be with my family that loves me...?
"don't do what you like, but like what you do"
great cheerful and inspiring words
damn you're so hard to accomplish.
wait and see you biatch, i want to be the one with the last laugh.
HA~!
Labels: thoughts
posted by nongi at 11:02 AM
1 Comments:
I think it is very hard to be in the real world. When we were in US, we depended on our parents money and we could travel with their money and not worried about financial responsibility. We could have fun all the time. But now, we have to. We can't just hang out with frineds whenever we want and can't go have drinks whenever we want. There is responsibility in this real world...but i guess that's life. I think even if we are in US, when we start working and step into this real world, we feel same thing. It's just that we never experienced the real world in US so we are just wondering how it is... I think about the same thing thses days Inog...
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