faster faster!!
apftt...
for many years i whined and complained that time goes by too fast, that i need more time to do whatever i wanted to do, that everything seemed to have just happened yesterday, and that all outta sudden, we're here right now.
ok, it's true. time does fly.
but now... to me... time's kinda going too slow...
maybe coz i'm living a routine, perhaps my future goals are unclear, or is it just...me?
in cany case, my new joy days are every friday afternoon coz then i can go home and rest for a couple days and, every 15th of the month when i get paid.
kinda forgot why i was so eager to graduate... arrggg... i'm really living an OL life but this is not how i've pictured it; i'm in a kinda "international" company but not quite; i want to work yet not really at the same time.
want time to go FASTER now
want it to be summer now (... do i? really??)
actually, want it to be end of year now
or maybe, a few years later now
i want my future to be clear
NOW
-had a couple deja-vus and i think it's driving me insane... what does it mean? is this for real? i'm really going cuckoo now... save me...
for many years i whined and complained that time goes by too fast, that i need more time to do whatever i wanted to do, that everything seemed to have just happened yesterday, and that all outta sudden, we're here right now.
ok, it's true. time does fly.
but now... to me... time's kinda going too slow...
maybe coz i'm living a routine, perhaps my future goals are unclear, or is it just...me?
in cany case, my new joy days are every friday afternoon coz then i can go home and rest for a couple days and, every 15th of the month when i get paid.
kinda forgot why i was so eager to graduate... arrggg... i'm really living an OL life but this is not how i've pictured it; i'm in a kinda "international" company but not quite; i want to work yet not really at the same time.
want time to go FASTER now
want it to be summer now (... do i? really??)
actually, want it to be end of year now
or maybe, a few years later now
i want my future to be clear
NOW
-had a couple deja-vus and i think it's driving me insane... what does it mean? is this for real? i'm really going cuckoo now... save me...
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posted by nongi at 9:50 AM
1 Comments:
nong! hey babe..howz everything going? wanna give u a real big hug now but since i can't so here's a *hug* first k. i noe saying anything prolly won't help much, but be strong, stay d way u r...coz u r beautiful, sunshine, cheerful, sweet, caring, infectious laughter..n much more! i know u'll emerge stronger n i miss ya...muackz!
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