5 7 23
so there goes another year. hm... like mark said, a lot of things happened during this year, it's quite hard to remember all right now...
one thing that i'm kinda happy about is that i finally decided what to do with my life after graduation. YAY! having a rough draft of future is a good thing, and having a plan B is even better! it's a bit intriguing how, after all my journey, i come to decide to go back to tw by the end of the year. so i guess my journey (exile??) is finally coming to and end, along with what seemed endless years of student life. i've met/seen/got to know so many cool/interesting/lovely/dear friends and went through some interesting/unforgetable experiences, i feel that i've grown (i hope i did), and i hope that those past experiences will help me have a better understanding of life later on in the future.
future seems so far away yet it's so close...
oh, i have to thank a lot of pple for planning/running around for my bday. thanx bren, mark, yui, aya, al, xj, yy, tom, etc etc...
hehe, special thanx to mark, yui and aya! i still haven't heard bout the stories behind my gift... thank you guys for not buying me a backpack!! wahahahaha
23 is... how to say... i never thought about becoming 23. it's like, you dream when you're little about turning 16, 18, 21, 30, etc, but you never think of the #23. this is such a transitional number. you're not that "young" anymore, but not "old" either. uhm... is it a useless #? now that i'm 23, i'll just wait for 25 to come, jump everything in between. Haha! jump in multiples of 5 from now on.
maybe a reason why it's hard for me to accept this number is that i've always pictured someone 23 yr-old with some 'kind' of success, either school, career, family, bla bla, you know?! at least have something that they can be proud of in their lives. not like my situation right now, just uh... waiting for graduation, waiting for summer to come, and waiting for a lot of scratching during the next few months. (oh man... this is so sad....)
other reason is that... i imagined myself a bit different at this age. for some reason i feel that i haven't changed that much, that the way i'm thinking is still the same as what it used to be. is it because i'm constantly changing everyday so i don't feel the change?
oh well...
one good thing that happened for my bday was that our special friend, aya, is attached too!!! YAY!!! that's like one of the best gifts that i can ever ask from her! man, i've been wondering how aya's bf would look like for so long. and now that i now, he's just a MALE, FRENCH VERSION of AYA!!! WAAAHAHAHAHA, why i never thought bout that?!
CONGRATULATIONS AYA!!!!!
one thing that i'm kinda happy about is that i finally decided what to do with my life after graduation. YAY! having a rough draft of future is a good thing, and having a plan B is even better! it's a bit intriguing how, after all my journey, i come to decide to go back to tw by the end of the year. so i guess my journey (exile??) is finally coming to and end, along with what seemed endless years of student life. i've met/seen/got to know so many cool/interesting/lovely/dear friends and went through some interesting/unforgetable experiences, i feel that i've grown (i hope i did), and i hope that those past experiences will help me have a better understanding of life later on in the future.
future seems so far away yet it's so close...
oh, i have to thank a lot of pple for planning/running around for my bday. thanx bren, mark, yui, aya, al, xj, yy, tom, etc etc...
hehe, special thanx to mark, yui and aya! i still haven't heard bout the stories behind my gift... thank you guys for not buying me a backpack!! wahahahaha
23 is... how to say... i never thought about becoming 23. it's like, you dream when you're little about turning 16, 18, 21, 30, etc, but you never think of the #23. this is such a transitional number. you're not that "young" anymore, but not "old" either. uhm... is it a useless #? now that i'm 23, i'll just wait for 25 to come, jump everything in between. Haha! jump in multiples of 5 from now on.
maybe a reason why it's hard for me to accept this number is that i've always pictured someone 23 yr-old with some 'kind' of success, either school, career, family, bla bla, you know?! at least have something that they can be proud of in their lives. not like my situation right now, just uh... waiting for graduation, waiting for summer to come, and waiting for a lot of scratching during the next few months. (oh man... this is so sad....)
other reason is that... i imagined myself a bit different at this age. for some reason i feel that i haven't changed that much, that the way i'm thinking is still the same as what it used to be. is it because i'm constantly changing everyday so i don't feel the change?
oh well...
one good thing that happened for my bday was that our special friend, aya, is attached too!!! YAY!!! that's like one of the best gifts that i can ever ask from her! man, i've been wondering how aya's bf would look like for so long. and now that i now, he's just a MALE, FRENCH VERSION of AYA!!! WAAAHAHAHAHA, why i never thought bout that?!
CONGRATULATIONS AYA!!!!!
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posted by nongi at 3:36 PM
1 Comments:
23, i feel exactly the same, like it's a wierd age to be in. and aya got attached!!!! wowow please post some photos!looking forward to see you when you stop by japan some time:) ohhh i am going to NY this summer so if i have more money i might fly over to seattle are you guys still going to be there?
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